Being Misunderstood and Loneliness

Loneliness is not about living alone, being far from relatives and friends, or being physically alone. For me, loneliness is when there is no one who truly understands me, who has a deep connection with me, and where there is a lack of emotional, spiritual, or intellectual connection.

Being misunderstood hurt me so much, make me feel alone and very lonely even thought I surrounded by many people, had great interaction, and engaged in many activities with them. Sometimes it led to self-isolated and keep everything just for me. 

I am still looking for my "family", people who can get me, share deep connection, sense of belonging, have same value and vision, deep understanding, mutually choosing and having a strong bond, feeling home with each other, trusting me, nurturing and nourishing each other's sincere. 

For people who doesn't get me and misunderstanding, 

My depth of feeling is considered excessive and dramatic.
My depth of thinking is labeled as overthinking.
My thoroughness in processing is seen as complicated.
My forward-thinking vision is dismissed as mere daydreaming.
My sincerity is misunderstood and exploited.
My sacrifices are taken for granted.
My good intentions are perceived as attacks.

Sometimes, I don't understand why people just care of themself and their circle; why people having term of condition for giving something; why people have fear that lead them to get everything to make secure even harming others (human, nature, animal); why people so easy to break promise and betrayed just for get advantages; why people do cheat. Just wondering, ss it difficult to love everyone and to love and give unconditionally?

Ok, back to the topic

Yeah, being misunderstood very hurtful and make so lonely.