It's not about you anymore

It's not about you anymore.

It's not about you harming, abusing, killing, dumping me anymore.

It's not about trauma, struggle, suffering, loss of self and life anymore.

It's not about being chosen, not chosen, nurtured, not nurtured, kind, unkind.

It's not about how stupid and naive I am, skip opportunities. 

It's not about being stuck, letting go, moving on, forgetting it all, erasing all of it.

Now, I see you as a gift.

The gift that teaches me how to learn to love myself.

The gift that teaches me to get what I want.

The gift that teaches me how to choose self-first.

The gift that teaches me to speak my feelings.

The gift that teaches me to receive love. 

The gift that teaches me to feel worthy no matter what.

The gift that teaches me to deserve abundance, love, equality, and mutual.

The gift that teaches me to be more appreciative of people around me who love, are kind, and nurturing.

The gift that teaches me to take care of myself like a top priority business.

The gift that teaches me to look deep inside and know myself. 

The gift that teaches me how to ask for help and support.

The gift that teaches me to receive people who offer help.

The gift that teaches me how worthy I am.

The gift that reflects my inner world.

The gift that reminds me to my real issue. 

The gift that teaches me to set priorities.